Again and Again

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Have u ever had a crush on someone?

I did. A few times and.... Yes... I am now. Hehehe

When I was in Form 4, I had a crush on a boy from next door class. When I was in Form 5, I had a crush on my junior. When I was a part timer, I had a crush on my senior. When I was in matriculation centre in Kelantan, I had a crush on this one sweet guy. When I was in Uni... ah! I had a crush on a guy who usually loitering with his friends nearby our flat. When I was in Pulau Perhentian, I had a crush on a chef. When I was in... Oh My God! It has been a very long long long time since the last time I had a crush on someone! Oh My God what had happened to me!

According to Oxford Advanced Learner's Dictionary, 7th Edition, (mcm buat assignment plak) had a crush on somebody can be defined as a strong feeling of love, that usually does not last long. Yes! It's true. Although sometimes I feel like I had fall head over heels to him but it doesn't last long. When I meet someone better, cuter, more handsome, etc I intended to forget him. Hehehe...

During those days, that was the best feeling ever! Imagine... Admiring someone from afar. Gossiping about him without worrying getting caught by him because he didn't know about us! Ah! I miss those days....

Now... ugh! No one is 'yummy' enough to look at. Hehehe..

But a few weeks ago, I felt like I am having the feeling again. The feeling-trying my very best to spot him wherever he was, smiling alone whenever he passed me by, find excuses to be near him..hihihi and whenever I had a chance, I talked to him. I like the feeling, it's very... undescribable..

Love is really blind?

For me love is very universal n subjective..
I describe love as mutual feelings towards someone very dear, someone very close to my heart. Others may have their own definition for love right?
I used to melt when I met my someone.. his smile, his words, his voice, his gestures, his eyes, his style, his..his..his.. in short he's SPECIAL in every way. *wink* (I'm smilling from ear to ear right now Oh My God!)

Falling in love is undenying very sweet right? Everything about that someone is special to u even when he's trying to destroy ur life. U seem to have many excuses for that someone.. U became very protective, sensitive, talkative, quiet, fashionable..everything's change in a blink of eyes..

As for me, I don't want to be someone else when I meet that someone, I wanna be myself.. He has to accept me as I am. Nobody's perfect including me. I have my own way of thinking, my own way of eating, my own way of in every single thing..

Ok, enough about love n me.. actually, I'm not going to write about myself but..I think I've got carried away by love... hehehe

Love is always in the air.. people fall in love almost every day..(emmm every second, every minute and every hour right?) but there's one thing I don't understand. How in the world a single woman, well-paid, well-educated can fall in love with her own married and old superior? Is love really blind? Is she that damn desperate? Ya Allah..

I have my own principle about falling in love-let be the man is much, much older or much, much more younger than me but he must be SINGLE (single father? ok je..) why? because I believe that life in like a spinning wheel.. Allah always pay cash! Hehehe....

But this friend of mine might has her own opinion... but what?

Two cutties!

This is my niece: Nur Adila Najwa, with her brand new scooter.
Jealous! Jealous! She's only three and she's riding a scooter already!

This is my cucu: Nisreena Nur Jannah.

She's crawling now and she's wearing my sister's scarf. Her mother is quite creative in dressing up her daughter. ntah apa-apa ntah kadang-kadang tu

Congratulations!

Picture: courtesy from the bridegroom

I would like to take this opportunity to congratulate the newly-wed couple above:
Mohd Khaidir & wife

May Allah guide you with loves and blessing.
Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you gonna get..
Patients and understanding are important between husband and wife to build trust and commitment towards each other. (Chewah!)

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to all my Junnies (those who were born in June)!

Especially to Nisak (2/6) n Molyn (20/6)
May all the happiness be with u!

And also, not forgotten-Kim Hyun Joong, SS501.

credit: Kim Hyun Joong/김현중 Thread@soompi.com

Take good care of yourself and all the best oppa!

Ah! Hyun Joong oppa..

credit as labeled

He is so cute!!
He always makes me smile every time I switch on my lappy. Ah!